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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005

11:42 am

heartbroken It's all so trivial. I am out of high school, I never had this kind of drama in high school so why now when I'm almost 20 years old? The past few weeks have been awful for Dave and I. People keep telling him lies and rumors and he will believe me but how much can a person hear before they wonder? Not only did I lose him, the person I thought I was going to marry, but I lost him based on a lie told by my best friend! She told him that I kissed someone when we went to a club in Canada. She said she thought I did and even as I was saying I didn't, I would never do that to him, she didn't take it back. I feel so betrayed. I'm so heartbroken. I have NO concept of dealing with stress, I just don't know how. I can't get out of bed. Why are people trying to hurt me, I didn't do anything to anyone!? I need to get away, for a weekend or something. I might go to my sister's overnight tonight in Lansing but she is going away for the holiday weekend so I can only go overnight. I just need help. My heart hurts so bad, my chest is throbbing. I hate this. Maybe it will work out but this time I just don't think so. He is just sick and tired of the drama and the ups and downs and I can't blame him. I hate it, I wanna move away forever. (2 Comments |Comment on this)